sungguh! lama tidak berblog. perasaan rindu untuk menulis di blog yang membuak-buak. bezanya fb dengan blog, di fb kita perlu menjaga hati banyak orang. sedangkan di blog, ini lebih kepada diari kita. kadang-kadang tanpa interaksi, kita akan lebih bebas dalam meluahkan isi hati dan pendapat.
cuti sekolah hanya berbaki seminggu. bukan anak-anak saja yang sedih. saya pun terasa tidak bersemangat untuk kembali kepada rutin biasa. dengan keadaan jenayah yang semakin tinggi, saya sentiasa dalam ketakutan.
Bermula 2014, segala-galanya akan naik. harga minyak, tol, tarif elektrik dan yang pasti baranga-barang keperluan harian. Membeli makanan di luar sekarang ini juga terasa sangat nilai RM kita semakin susut. sebungkus nasi dengan satu lauk boleh mencecah RM8.
cuti sekolah ini, kami hanya pulang ke kg sepuluh hari dan minggu lepas ke Damansara. menginap di Royale Bintang Damansara. Hotel yang sangat selesa dengan buffet breakfst yang sangat menarik.
Two weeks ago, ameena was infected by Hand, Foot And Mouth Disease. For two days, she lost her appetite. Someone, who really loves to eat suddenly couldn't eat and drink due to ulcers in her mouth. i cried when she cried. She is not a crybaby kid. But this time, she really couldn't take it anymore. Almost all her fingers were infected.
October, my dear hubby tried applying for a post in Shell Netherland, but the outcome is not as we expected. I prayed really hard to make this dream comes true, yet it is not ours. Allah knows the best. Maybe the environment not suitable for my kids.
December, one by one telling me about their transfer or migrating. My daughter's friend is going to Sarawak, My hubby's cousin's husband is going to Japan (later was cancelled due to age), my x-classmate is going to Bintulu, following his husband who will be transferred there starting January 2014.
I told my husband, if we really want to migrate or HIjrah, we have to do our part. We have to make our effort. REally hard, then we have to pray, asking sincerely from Allah then only we can let Allah decide it for us. I think, that words really work on him. He started to think about it seriously. studying, planning and trying to make it happens this time. May Allah help us this time. May this HIjrah will make us better muslims.
I hope this entry won't be the last entry for this year. i'm planning to reactivate my blog writing starting this very day. May Allah helps and make it easier for me.
aaaaa ... my manuscript, got improvement. a lot but still haven't find my last full stop. hope to find it very soon.
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