I miss my friends

last weekend met Marlin .... coursemate cum college mate cum study mate ...
she's 4 months pregnant ... looking at her .. remembered our memories back then during Ramadhan at UUM. We shared our meal, everybody will take turn to buy food for break fast ... i miss those days...

few days back ... got a forwarded email from Ida Hartini .... i thought last year was the last time i contact her... but after had a conversation with her this night ... i just found out that it was 2 years back... how i didn't even realize that...

plan to hold Hari Raya open house later to call all old friends gather at my house.

until then

today is 17th of september

the past 2 days ..i've been quite emotional ... why? again ... miss good old days .. how fast the time flies ... i'm 30 ..

yesterday was 16th ... rumours of new government didn't happen... i'm not sure what i'm expecting but i'm just afraid... why Malaysia in this condition and situation ... like Raja Muda Perak said ... they should cooperate ... what's wrong with everyone... what happened with Malaysian ...

i don't want to support or condemn any side ... coz i'm not sure now... what's gonna happen next?

my pray ...

Bless us Allah
Bless our country
Guide us

May Allah will always bless us

Matta Fair n i'm sick

Sat - 7/9/08 - went to Matta Fair at 11 am ... looking around from 12 pm till 7.45 pm... end up... we bought package to HK & HK Disneyland and Kuching ... habis la +/- RM9k ,... mulanya nak ambik trip ke eastern europe sbb fly emirates ade special offer ... RM5999 per pax all in ... covers 4 countries and most outstanding places i want to visit ... vienna, prague, sazlburg, munich mana lagi ntah lupa dah since aku tak dpt pegi... overbudget for 4 pax ... nak gi Japan pun sama gak ... almost RM16K .. our budget is RM12K only... ended up HK and Kuching ... so Bandung was listed out since the iar ticket is quite expensive up to Feb ... so maybe next Matta ... HK .. at first want to bring Nae along but then it's difficult since we have to pay for the full payment of one room... pity her ... but i'll bring her somewhere soon ... i want to save money now... so that i can go to eastern europe next winter .... 2009/2010 ...

balik dr Matta Fair .. buka puasa kat situ je .. habis RM35 for sepiring mee goreng yg secoet je aku ambik.. plus one mneral water, one pie, and one coffee .....

then for the first time sampai kat KL Pavilion ... looking for Korean Cuisine ... finally jumpala after craving for it since came back from visiting Korea... dpt makan Duepokki ... but the taste is not quite the same... the BBQ beef is nice ... but the soybean soup... even at Korea ... i can't eat any of their soup... either it sea weed or others ... it's not up to my taste ...

bought few t-shirts for Harris ... nice and quite exp for him... but i think this is the first time we bought him exp clothes... compared to azrah ... normally she would get all the exp items... so this year .. both of them got it... so it's fair ...

went back home after leaving the kids for almost 12 hours...

the next day went back to Matta Fair .. ingat nak masukkan nama Nae ... but x dpt ... bad mood after that... went to Low yatt ... bought new CPU ... new softwares .. new printer n a MP3 player for azrah ... akhirnya .. balik sblm kul 3.. asked my husband to install everything before 4 while i went to Jusco to buy Groceries ... we almost buy new Monitor when our current Monitor don't have suitable port to be connected with new CPU ... luckily the shopper my husband went to told him that they also sell the converter ... we save RM500 for RM 5 item....

try to watch WGM online but right before the show started it's couldn't been connected ... frustrated i ended up sleeping until 7 pm ... woke up for Break fast ...

after Maghrib ... went to Jusco again to buy new Jeans for Wan ... he ended up bought two pairs ... went back to watch WGM w/out sub ... it's already on the YT .. how fast ... thanks to the uploaders .... it's brighten up my day...

Wednesday - 10/9/08 ... got a flu ... lay down in bed for the whole day ...

Merdeka n Ramadhan kat Kampungku...

Went back to my hometown for 4 days.... it's been 3 months since my last visit.

The first day .... at the moment i reached home... the first target was Kitchen.... heheheh ... there were asam pedas, sayur lemak, rendang daging, ikan kerisi goreng, petai n tempoyak... my husband ate first ... while he's eating ... my father came told us to eat outside together with the whole family... it's 4 pm ... they didn't took their lunch yet at the time we arrived.... we ate together then... i ate two plates back then.... my eldest sister currently 2 months pregnant couldn't eat at all.. pity her... she's envy me coz i could finish two plates of rice ....

late afternoon ... went to the beach ... brought the kids and accompany my husband to jog.... it's really refreshing to breath with the sea breeze.... saw the sunset ...





night ... went to dentist ....

the next day .... Merdeka Day ...

we woke up early morning ... went for a jogging at 6.30am... siap lumba lari lagi ... skali spek patah ... hehehhe tengok sunrise lepas tu balik breakfast ... breakfast nasi dagang ada .. nasi minyak ada... roti canai ada ... put sambal ada ...

lepas tu pergi bandar nak buat spek .. dah berkenan ngan satu spek tapi ... diorg tak leh siap within 2 days... terpaksala beli contact lens... pakai contact lens merayau gi pasar payang... makan meehoon sup kat atas pasar ... beli kain sutera 5 pasang ... konon utk jual... tapi tak taula blh jual ke tak...

balik rumah makan nasi.. mak masak ... petang dah tak larat ... wan bawak bebudak gi pantai ... aku? basuh baju pakai tangan kat telaga ... siap mak musykil aku tau lagi timba air dr telaga... aku kalau blk kg mmg suka basuh kat telaga .. tak kalut air paip sikit n cepat... 2 besen aku settlekan dlm masa sejam ... malam layan WGM kat youtube... wpun takde sub lg... gelak sakan gak aku... sweetnye joongbo...

sahur pagi tu .. makan apa erk? aku dah lupa...

buka puasa .. mak tak nak masak ... first day beli lauk ... ada tomyam .. gulai ayam , ikan golek yg x berapa best... yg indah rupa dr rasa ... abah beli sayur air keladi ... abg long beli lauk evergreen kat umah tu tiap kali puasa ... ikan siakap sweet sour ... kerabu taugeh .. apa lagi erk... yg pasti penuh la satu tikar...

second day puasa ... azrah puasa ... dia ok je sampai la kul 7 .. br bising2 nak makan ... suruh dia tunggu brape minit je lagi... buka that day ... ada tomyam dan kacang goreng ngan hati .. lain2 bli sikit2... pun penuh juugak last2

third day... lepas sahur .. terus siap2... lepas subuh btolak g airport ... ngantuk gell.. langit cerah je kat TRg ... sampai kat KL.. dah hujan ... dr airport balik umah tukar baju... terus gi keje ... penat woooooo...

tak sabar nak balik raya plak


buka p

by election - Permatang Pauh

seriously.... what do i expect from the result?

i just want the best for myself ... my country and everybody...
i just want to live in peace n harmony....

i'm hoping that the fuel price will go down again....
i'm also hoping that the individual tax rates will be lower...
i'm hoping that whenever my kids or me myself or my relatives got sick... i don't have to wait for hours at GH with "a very polite answer and service" from not even a doctor....

i just hope that i can hear a very rationale news
i just hope that malay won't fight with chinese and indians
i just hope that chinese won't fight with malay and indians ..
i also hope that indian won't fight with malay and chinese..

i just hope that 51st Independance Day will be a turning point for Malaysia

to become a better Malaysia...
to become a wiser Malaysian...
to be a competitive country ....

so that ... our MYR will go up....
our Cost of living will go down....
and we have a better life.....

these are all i want from the by-election.... is it possible to happen?

we're moving forward...

last week.... our house loan finally credited to our accounts... we've been dealing with all our debts on thursday... first we went CIMB ... to settle my CCard debts...then we went to LTH to settle my parents in law's Haji matters ... it's quite .. can i say ... complicated? not exactly ... more to frustrated.... however my husband and i manage to control ourselves... just let it be... hopefully it gonna be better afterwards... without settling matters related to Haji, we went to Bank Islam to settle my husband Ccard debts... it's settled withing 20 minutes..next we went to Bank Rakyat ... to settle our personal loan took 6 years ago... while we're just started our marriage life.... next we went to Bandar Damansar looking for PTPTN... we parked there for 15 minutes cost us RM6 to find out that the payment cannot been done there, we've been told to go to their One Stop Center at KL Sentral ... We went there, after i've printed my latest statement from their webpage located at the Center, we wait for our turn... when we say that we're gonna settle our study loan, they asked us to wait ... they're going to recalculate together with the adjustment for the new or latest balance... i thought we might got some rebate to make full settlement... after more than an hour of waiting, my name has been called... i've been hot enough to endure long waiting, they make me angrier with the new balance they calculated... the first statement i've printed from their webpage showed that my loan balance was RM 13,583... their adjustment statement showed that i owed them RM17,968 .... diff of RM4,400 something.... i couldn't control myself at all... i curse PTPTN of course ... how come they gave me two different balance within a day .... their explaination was that they haven't included any administration Charges (4%) per year since 2000. is that my mistake? i don't think so... if its their mistake why should i've been the one who supposed to bear the responsibility? my husband refuse to pay ... it seems to us like we've been paying for the interest only since 2003.... my husband argued how come PTPTN not showing us the exact figure ... we don't mind to pay RM 17K ... but if the statement mailed to us showed RM13.5K ... are we nut to pay more than that.... my husband argued for quite sometimes... he waited at the counter until he can talk with the officer in charge ... even after the conversation he had with the officer in charge ... we couldn't had any answer.... we stepped out just like that without paying any single cent to them... finally we went to Ctbank to settle my husband last CCard.... finally ... we settle most our burden for the past 6-7 years.... we've started new now.... while we're wandering around Ampang Park... the person in charge from PTPTN called my husband ... she said that they've miscalculated it... after recalculated... the balance now is RM15+++ ..... my husband didn't say anything .. just asked her to fax the new statement to us.... now we've got 3 statement with different balances.... which one we should pay? my choice... must be the lowest one.... however... my husband wants to fight it ... it's not that we don't wanna pay... but it's their mistake and their carelessness ... they want us to bear it... no way... they got the wrong person ..... not me... not us....

Misi Mencari Diri

What a title.... looking at the title... i'm afraid of myself?
it's true that i'm no longer know what's my routine now...
i miss my old days.... when i didn't even have time to think about these at all...

i tried to do something that can cheer me up... but it's just for a moment... after that
i was depressed again

it's been a year since i felt so demotivated with my work... now it became worse ..
currently i'm demotivated with myself ....

suddenly .... i'm angry!!!!! ... so i better stop here.... something came up at home which i hate the most .....