dah 3 bulan masuk 2010 .. aku rase ayat plg byk aku sebut ialah x sabarnya nak berenti kerja .. bile ni? kesian kat harris ... kesian kat azrah ... harap2 this year will be the last year aku keje.
nak sambung kisah adam dan nak buat cite baru plak..
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
Monday, November 23, 2009
hitam putih Kehidupan
Lihatlah sekitar alam
Dunia luas terbentang
Langit tinggi kebiruan
Pohon-pohon kehijauan
Hembusan bayu yang menyegarkan
Dengarkan di sana-sini
Beburung riang menyanyi
Berbunga aneka warna
Sumber kedamaian jiwa
Mensyukuri nikmat Maha Esa
Begitu berharga kehidupan ini
Bagi mereka yang tahu menghargai
Mengapa terdorong oleh perasaan
Kalau turutkan hati diri menjadi korban
Tiada yang dapat lari dari masalah diri
Hadapi lah dengan tenang
Tiap cabaran yang datang
Atasinya dengan keimanan
Sekadar buat renungan
Untukmu teman tersayang
Hitam putih masa depan
Sendirian menentukan
Hidup ini usah persiakan
Dunia luas terbentang
Langit tinggi kebiruan
Pohon-pohon kehijauan
Hembusan bayu yang menyegarkan
Dengarkan di sana-sini
Beburung riang menyanyi
Berbunga aneka warna
Sumber kedamaian jiwa
Mensyukuri nikmat Maha Esa
Begitu berharga kehidupan ini
Bagi mereka yang tahu menghargai
Mengapa terdorong oleh perasaan
Kalau turutkan hati diri menjadi korban
Tiada yang dapat lari dari masalah diri
Hadapi lah dengan tenang
Tiap cabaran yang datang
Atasinya dengan keimanan
Sekadar buat renungan
Untukmu teman tersayang
Hitam putih masa depan
Sendirian menentukan
Hidup ini usah persiakan
lama nya x tulis
sejak2 ade facebook langsung melupakan blog .... felt very lonely today ..x tau napa ... sedih sangat ... 3 tahun yg membosankan di prima .. bila ye nak dpt keluar dr sini ...
nak lari ke korea .. tapi x de sape boleh bawak .. camne?
nak lari ke korea .. tapi x de sape boleh bawak .. camne?
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
The life goes on
June ... two weeks of school holidays ... a week in Kl and another in KT ... my new nephew ... Muhammad Haziq was admitted to HSNZ in KT on Wed 3/6/2009. He was then admitted to ICU on Thursday nite. He is confirmed to has a hole in his heart. He was discharged from ICu on Saturday and was sent back to ICU on Friday nite. He is currently being prescribed with sleeping medicine. He is still in ICU .. i just can pray for him. But he is so small. He is 3 months old and weighted only 3.8 kg. Poor him.
Nothing much to write. It was so hot in KT. the max degrees was 44 at noon. There's no wind at all.
Went to KB for two days. Met with M Cik Zu (old neighbour). His son, who used to play with me when we was 5/6 is married to my ex-classmate. Hahhaha ... what a story...
Harris went to school (kindergarten) for the first time on Monday 15/6/2009. He was very excited in the morning. He woke up at 6. Today, he cried asking me not to go to work.
Arrrghhh ... i am so lazy to work.. just want to spend my time at home ... doing nothing... heheheh.. is it possibble?
Nothing much to write. It was so hot in KT. the max degrees was 44 at noon. There's no wind at all.
Went to KB for two days. Met with M Cik Zu (old neighbour). His son, who used to play with me when we was 5/6 is married to my ex-classmate. Hahhaha ... what a story...
Harris went to school (kindergarten) for the first time on Monday 15/6/2009. He was very excited in the morning. He woke up at 6. Today, he cried asking me not to go to work.
Arrrghhh ... i am so lazy to work.. just want to spend my time at home ... doing nothing... heheheh.. is it possibble?
Saturday, May 16, 2009
Dou You Know Him
Found this lyric in youtube .. sang by Mecca 2 Medina feat Raihan
Song title .. dou you know Him?
Sollallahu 'Ala Muhammad
Sollallahu 'Alaihi Wassalam
Do you know him?
His name is Rasulullah (SAW)
Do you know him?
His name is Habibullah
Do you know him?
His name is Sayfullah, who?
Saiyidina Mustaffa
Mecca2Medina give salam
Assalamualaikum
And the crew Raihan give salam
Assalamu'alaikum
All the way from Malaysia to the UK, USA, and Africa
All in Islam,
All over the world
We have to unite because of Allah and him
Who? Rasulullah (SAW)
Allah and the angels shower blessings on the Prophet (SAW)
So we should do it non stop and never stop it
Rasulullah (SAW) is the last messenger
A lamp giving light Allah summones
No one is nearer, clearer to Allah, SubhanAllah
Than our Maulana Habibullah, Sayfullah
The Pure who's purified, the only true guide
Who never ever lied
He must never be denied
If you want salvation
Cream of creation
Owner of the station
That only fit for one man
Peace be on him
Prophet Muhammad, the angels washed him
So that he would never sin
Cleansed his heart from sin
Getting ready for the start of Prophet hood
He stood high above his people
So noble and beautiful
The bringer of the Holy Quran is beautiful
If everyone's a champion, Queen B or Dapper Dan
Or some exaggerated title for their small achievement standings
Then best of creation has to get a mention
Do you hear me? Listen!
Too many miracles we nah go mention...why?
That will only serve as a distraction...and
Raise him to level of exultation..like
Call him soon of God or Son of Creation
AstagFirullah
Yes he was man, but he had so many qualities
Like wisdom, understanding, knowledge and generosity
Would rather starve himself and feed a next somebody
My beloved was the term used by the Almighty
To describe this humble orphan who raised his community
From idol worship, barbarism and ignorancy
To a level of intelect
What changed the course of history?
If everyone's a champion, Queen B or Dapper Dan
Or some exaggerated title for their small achievement standings
Then best of creation has to get a mention
Come Raihan and M2M tell everyone
The first light anticipated formulated
From the this bright light
The whole world was illuminated
Prophet Muhammad ibn Abdullah
The fruitful, dutiful servant of Allah SWT
The walking the Quran who moved the peaceful calm
Who taught the deen clean with his celestial charm
Prophesized, emphasized in the Gospel and Torah
Promised the highest heaven Jannatul Wasilah
A descendent of Ibrahim AS through Ishmael AS
May Allah SWT bless the Muslim ummah with the spiritul seal
Syaitan (laknatullah) wants him to be a mystery
But he's the most influential man in history
P.E.A.C.E Islam, Islam is all about peace
Assalamu'alaikum
Wa'alaikumussalam
P.E.A.C.E Islam, Islam is all about peace
M2M and Raihan in the house
Song title .. dou you know Him?
Sollallahu 'Ala Muhammad
Sollallahu 'Alaihi Wassalam
Do you know him?
His name is Rasulullah (SAW)
Do you know him?
His name is Habibullah
Do you know him?
His name is Sayfullah, who?
Saiyidina Mustaffa
Mecca2Medina give salam
Assalamualaikum
And the crew Raihan give salam
Assalamu'alaikum
All the way from Malaysia to the UK, USA, and Africa
All in Islam,
All over the world
We have to unite because of Allah and him
Who? Rasulullah (SAW)
Allah and the angels shower blessings on the Prophet (SAW)
So we should do it non stop and never stop it
Rasulullah (SAW) is the last messenger
A lamp giving light Allah summones
No one is nearer, clearer to Allah, SubhanAllah
Than our Maulana Habibullah, Sayfullah
The Pure who's purified, the only true guide
Who never ever lied
He must never be denied
If you want salvation
Cream of creation
Owner of the station
That only fit for one man
Peace be on him
Prophet Muhammad, the angels washed him
So that he would never sin
Cleansed his heart from sin
Getting ready for the start of Prophet hood
He stood high above his people
So noble and beautiful
The bringer of the Holy Quran is beautiful
If everyone's a champion, Queen B or Dapper Dan
Or some exaggerated title for their small achievement standings
Then best of creation has to get a mention
Do you hear me? Listen!
Too many miracles we nah go mention...why?
That will only serve as a distraction...and
Raise him to level of exultation..like
Call him soon of God or Son of Creation
AstagFirullah
Yes he was man, but he had so many qualities
Like wisdom, understanding, knowledge and generosity
Would rather starve himself and feed a next somebody
My beloved was the term used by the Almighty
To describe this humble orphan who raised his community
From idol worship, barbarism and ignorancy
To a level of intelect
What changed the course of history?
If everyone's a champion, Queen B or Dapper Dan
Or some exaggerated title for their small achievement standings
Then best of creation has to get a mention
Come Raihan and M2M tell everyone
The first light anticipated formulated
From the this bright light
The whole world was illuminated
Prophet Muhammad ibn Abdullah
The fruitful, dutiful servant of Allah SWT
The walking the Quran who moved the peaceful calm
Who taught the deen clean with his celestial charm
Prophesized, emphasized in the Gospel and Torah
Promised the highest heaven Jannatul Wasilah
A descendent of Ibrahim AS through Ishmael AS
May Allah SWT bless the Muslim ummah with the spiritul seal
Syaitan (laknatullah) wants him to be a mystery
But he's the most influential man in history
P.E.A.C.E Islam, Islam is all about peace
Assalamu'alaikum
Wa'alaikumussalam
P.E.A.C.E Islam, Islam is all about peace
M2M and Raihan in the house
Monday, April 27, 2009
Me, Myself n Mine
Arrrghhhh ... my entry started with sugh ....
Two weeks ago ... i was mc due to back pain .... three days ago i mc again .. this time shoulder pain ... my shoulder became so stiff that i couldn't manage to lift my arm .... i went to clinic... the doctor suggested me to have a massage. So i went for a massage... the massaeur said that my shoulder was still hard even after 30 minutes of session. Arrgghh ... Now , my thigh is so stiff ... aarrrggghhhh ...
it wasn't the pain that killing me .... but, it's the how the people around treat me whenever i took mc . I got 14 days medical leave to use. So as long as i'm within it .. please do not bother me .
I was expected to live for three months .. i've been living in the incubator for a month. These were what i've been told ... So even though i ate healthy food and did exercise ... My health won't be the same with others . I'm the first person to be infected whenever people around me got sick, but i wasn't sick all the time ... My hands, legs etc will go to numb whenever i sit or sleep in the same position for a long time. Whenever i got pregnant, my red blood cell count was never been good. I drink as much milk as possibble ... i ate as much fruits and vege as possibble. i ate everything ... fishes, red meat, white meat ... potatoes ... everything .. just to ensure that i'll stay healthy. I got migraine easily ...
But every time i got mc, there's certain people who will ask me, don't u take vitamin c? don't u do exercise? Sometimes i will ignore it ... but sometimes ... i felt very bothered about it ... i will just ignore them... i know my body, my helath and my capabilities very well ... it's my life after alll ... why should i've been bothered by those people ....
But i am still grateful... despite of these ... i am still considered as healthy person. Why? Alhamdulillah . I don't have any critical illness ... Alhamdulillah ... on and off to be sick ... Allah is forgiving me for the sins that i did .... Alhamdullillah ... Subhanallah ... Allahu Akbar...
Two weeks ago ... i was mc due to back pain .... three days ago i mc again .. this time shoulder pain ... my shoulder became so stiff that i couldn't manage to lift my arm .... i went to clinic... the doctor suggested me to have a massage. So i went for a massage... the massaeur said that my shoulder was still hard even after 30 minutes of session. Arrgghh ... Now , my thigh is so stiff ... aarrrggghhhh ...
it wasn't the pain that killing me .... but, it's the how the people around treat me whenever i took mc . I got 14 days medical leave to use. So as long as i'm within it .. please do not bother me .
I was expected to live for three months .. i've been living in the incubator for a month. These were what i've been told ... So even though i ate healthy food and did exercise ... My health won't be the same with others . I'm the first person to be infected whenever people around me got sick, but i wasn't sick all the time ... My hands, legs etc will go to numb whenever i sit or sleep in the same position for a long time. Whenever i got pregnant, my red blood cell count was never been good. I drink as much milk as possibble ... i ate as much fruits and vege as possibble. i ate everything ... fishes, red meat, white meat ... potatoes ... everything .. just to ensure that i'll stay healthy. I got migraine easily ...
But every time i got mc, there's certain people who will ask me, don't u take vitamin c? don't u do exercise? Sometimes i will ignore it ... but sometimes ... i felt very bothered about it ... i will just ignore them... i know my body, my helath and my capabilities very well ... it's my life after alll ... why should i've been bothered by those people ....
But i am still grateful... despite of these ... i am still considered as healthy person. Why? Alhamdulillah . I don't have any critical illness ... Alhamdulillah ... on and off to be sick ... Allah is forgiving me for the sins that i did .... Alhamdullillah ... Subhanallah ... Allahu Akbar...
Thursday, April 16, 2009
Me n HR
April is the month for me n Hr to quarrel ....
April First / Fool ... i felt like such a fool ... i departed from home at 7.45 am . Spent almost one and half hours in traffic jam ... reach PJ Hilton for Course scheduled at 9 pm ... 15 minutes later. As soon as i sat ... i didn't even take off my handbag, i received a call from one of HR staff ... actually i do like this staff since he's quite hardworking and doesn't even bother how people treat him .... but April First make me mad at him for the first time ... i remember his words clearly...
" K Zihan, Hari ni K zihan sepatutnya attend MIA Course kat PJ Hilton, tadi MIA call kata K Zihan tidak berada di PJ Hilton."
I was just came in, even the instructor just said hello to me, how should i answer him? ... i just answered " Dah ada dah ni." But truly i really mad. Can't he ask me first. 'K Zihan, Where are you? The MIA called. K Zihan belum sampai ye?' Or is he thinking that i'm going to escape the course costing RM750? am i that crazy... if i really want to spend the Co money ... i will go to many courses as possibble... the knowledge is free after all for me... why should i escape such opportunity? ....
April 6 ... i was just came in to the office after 2 days course and one day EL. When i punched-in, in the morning, my punch card has been written A/L on first of April .. i just let it go... around 9 am .. Our Inspector Gadget called.
"Pn azihan, Puan Azihan AL on first kan? Saya tak dapat cari Puan punya surat cuti, boleh tolong hantar kat Hr dept tak?"
"Boleh tolong check tak mana saya pergi on the first dengan staf Hr yang lain?"
"Iyelah, saya tanya kenapa nak marah? Puan cuti on the first kan?"
"Saya tak cuti on the first ... please check with the others."
"Yelah, orang tanya, tak perlu marah-marah." He hanged up just like that ... i was very mad ... really .... It was me who supposed to hang up that call since he just said whatever he wants without asking.
April 16 ... I came at 8.20 .... i just took my drink when one of my colleague said .. " K Zihan .. Inspector Gadget suruh K Zihan hantar borang cuti before 3pm." I took EL on 14 .. Harris caught fever, I was not feeling well on 15, i took MC ... I was just in for few minutes ... I don't know ... Why are they picking at me? .
Sometimes i feel really sad... when i don't even bother what other people are doing and always try to help others .. to ease their burden .... why on earth they're trying to fight with me? i just don't understand ...
Maybe .. it's part of Allah trial on me... How patience i am ... just bear with it Azihan .... Astaghfirullahalazim.....
April First / Fool ... i felt like such a fool ... i departed from home at 7.45 am . Spent almost one and half hours in traffic jam ... reach PJ Hilton for Course scheduled at 9 pm ... 15 minutes later. As soon as i sat ... i didn't even take off my handbag, i received a call from one of HR staff ... actually i do like this staff since he's quite hardworking and doesn't even bother how people treat him .... but April First make me mad at him for the first time ... i remember his words clearly...
" K Zihan, Hari ni K zihan sepatutnya attend MIA Course kat PJ Hilton, tadi MIA call kata K Zihan tidak berada di PJ Hilton."
I was just came in, even the instructor just said hello to me, how should i answer him? ... i just answered " Dah ada dah ni." But truly i really mad. Can't he ask me first. 'K Zihan, Where are you? The MIA called. K Zihan belum sampai ye?' Or is he thinking that i'm going to escape the course costing RM750? am i that crazy... if i really want to spend the Co money ... i will go to many courses as possibble... the knowledge is free after all for me... why should i escape such opportunity? ....
April 6 ... i was just came in to the office after 2 days course and one day EL. When i punched-in, in the morning, my punch card has been written A/L on first of April .. i just let it go... around 9 am .. Our Inspector Gadget called.
"Pn azihan, Puan Azihan AL on first kan? Saya tak dapat cari Puan punya surat cuti, boleh tolong hantar kat Hr dept tak?"
"Boleh tolong check tak mana saya pergi on the first dengan staf Hr yang lain?"
"Iyelah, saya tanya kenapa nak marah? Puan cuti on the first kan?"
"Saya tak cuti on the first ... please check with the others."
"Yelah, orang tanya, tak perlu marah-marah." He hanged up just like that ... i was very mad ... really .... It was me who supposed to hang up that call since he just said whatever he wants without asking.
April 16 ... I came at 8.20 .... i just took my drink when one of my colleague said .. " K Zihan .. Inspector Gadget suruh K Zihan hantar borang cuti before 3pm." I took EL on 14 .. Harris caught fever, I was not feeling well on 15, i took MC ... I was just in for few minutes ... I don't know ... Why are they picking at me? .
Sometimes i feel really sad... when i don't even bother what other people are doing and always try to help others .. to ease their burden .... why on earth they're trying to fight with me? i just don't understand ...
Maybe .. it's part of Allah trial on me... How patience i am ... just bear with it Azihan .... Astaghfirullahalazim.....
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