George Benson - The Greatest Love of All
I believe the children are our future
Teach them well and let them lead the way
Show them all the beauty they posses inside
Give them a sense of pride to make it easier
Let the children's laughter remind us how we used to be
Everybody is searching for a hero
People need someone to look up to
I never found anyone to fulfill my needs
A lonely place to be
So i learned to depend on me
I decided long ago
Never to walk in anyone's shadows
If i fail, if i succeed
At least i live as i believe
No matter what they take from me
They can't take away my dignity
Because the greatest love of all
Is happening to me
I found the greatest love of all
Inside of me
The greatest love of all
Is easy to achieve
Learning to love yourself
It is the greatest love of all
And if by chance, that special place
That you've been dreaming of
Leads you to a lonely place
Find your strength in love.
Thursday, January 22, 2009
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
i learnt something again...
even though there's always a say that friends are when we face the tide and low together... but i always feel the other way around... because they are only friends... Not real friends... the real friends or can we say friend? will.
Something happened at Seremban, poor my husband. Seriously, he's the person who always need to suffer alone. They laugh, they share, they ask for helps, when they need him. But when he needs someone, there is always somebody who is unexpected to be with him, where's the one who call him brothers, relatives and friends? Where are they? He's not even asking for money, he's only asking for someone to be with him at this moment, is that too hard to fulfill? It's not the first time, i always ask my husband where are those who called u friend in this kind of situation... he would answer me with laugh...
Never mind, just let them be, I will stay right here, next to you, in front of u, behind of u. I will be whereever u want me to be. Because we are PARTNER. We faced everything till today on our own, we made it. So no matter what happen in the future, let's face it together again.
Something happened at Seremban, poor my husband. Seriously, he's the person who always need to suffer alone. They laugh, they share, they ask for helps, when they need him. But when he needs someone, there is always somebody who is unexpected to be with him, where's the one who call him brothers, relatives and friends? Where are they? He's not even asking for money, he's only asking for someone to be with him at this moment, is that too hard to fulfill? It's not the first time, i always ask my husband where are those who called u friend in this kind of situation... he would answer me with laugh...
Never mind, just let them be, I will stay right here, next to you, in front of u, behind of u. I will be whereever u want me to be. Because we are PARTNER. We faced everything till today on our own, we made it. So no matter what happen in the future, let's face it together again.
Monday, January 12, 2009
Bukit Tinggi & Lentang - 10-11 Jan 2009
Last weekend, we went to Bukit Tinggi and Lentang. We stayed at Meranti Park Suite for one night two days. It's actually a department trip. We planned this trip a month ago. We booked two apartments, but at first we only abled to get one apartment, three dyas before departure, i received a call from my uncle said that i got one FOC apartment.
They were 8 adults and 6 children altogether. We went with three cars. We checked in at 3pm at the Golf Club. We got two apartments situated far from each other. So we gathered at Chengal Block. We brought lots food with us. Two days of eating and leisuring(is there any word of that?).
They were 8 adults and 6 children altogether. We went with three cars. We checked in at 3pm at the Golf Club. We got two apartments situated far from each other. So we gathered at Chengal Block. We brought lots food with us. Two days of eating and leisuring(is there any word of that?).
First day,
3pm - checked in
3pm - checked in
4pm - lunch with sambal udang, ayam masak putih, ikan tenggiri masak lemak, udang dan ayam celup tepung dan sayur campur.
5.30pm - went for a tour - japanese tea garden
7.00 pm - colmar tropicale
5.30pm - went for a tour - japanese tea garden
7.00 pm - colmar tropicale
8.00 pm - went back to apt
9.00 pm - dinner with balance lunch foods plus tomyam and telur dadar.
10.00 pm - split for bed time
Second day:
6.15 am - wake up
9.15 am - dress up and packing
10.15 am - breakfast at Chengal with sandwiches, mee hoon goreng
12.00 pm - checked out
12.30 pm - Lentang
3.00 pm - went back
8th Anniversarry
This coming 15th February is going to be our 8th wedding anniversary. Why this entry has been created earlier .. because i like this song very much :
Fauziah Latif - Dari Kaki Tangga ke Menara
Peruntukan secebis demi masa nan terlupa
Mengimbasi kembali suka duka masa nan silam
ditempuhi bersama setiap cabaran yang datang
Pengalaman yang pahit dan manis tak terlupakan
Dari bawah setangga ke setangga kita mendaki
kita jatuh terluka dan bangkit melangkah kembali
dengan rasa percaya pada keupayaan diri
tiada yang mustahil dihadapi
Demikian kebalnya ikatan kita
demikian eratnya jalinan rasa
Keyakinan diiringi doa
Begitu percintaan kita sebati dengan cita-cita
Merancang kehidupan hari muka
c/o :
Aku gembira menyaksikan
Kau beroleh kejayaan
dulu di kaki tangga
kini di menara
Jangan kau lupa masa silammu
dan mereka yang membantu
moga tak kau abaikan amanah dan kewajipan
We've been through so much for the past eight years. We started from zero, fresh graduate got married at the age of 22 and 23. We got Azrah when i was 23 and Wan was 24. We learnt alot. Wan did a lot, he's not an egoist husband when it's come to the kids matters. He did everything what a mother will do. From the day they were born, he was the first person to hold them, not me. He look after them when they got sick, when i had no more annual leave to apply.
We used to live at a three bedrooms apartment with only one bathroom. Our master bedroom that time was almost the same size with our fifth room today. Even today's apartment was not as big as others would have, but it's our own. We bought it. We bought it! We used to buy second hand car which brokedown every weak. But now we own brand new car one each. I don't care what our cars' brands are, the most importantly, we managed to buy them. We've travel alot since our first year of marriage, Azrah had been to every Peninsular Malaysia states. But, during Harris time, he went to Korea and HK before even finish his tour in his own country.
It's really touch me, we've been through 8 years together, 7 years with Azrah and three and half years with Harris. We have endured the pain and the penniless time. It still came to my mind the time when we have to collect our coins to eat, We've been through it.
What i will never forget, we won't sacrifies anything when it comes to food. We ate what we wanted. How fortunate Azrah and Harris, at their age, they got most of everything the kids nowadays want.
Even though, we're quite comfortable these days, if i'm going to be asked, when was my unforgetabble moment, i would choose the years when we lived at only a small apartment but i could look after Azrah on my own. I really wish i could do the same with Harris, But he's already three and is going to be four this August.
Fauziah Latif - Dari Kaki Tangga ke Menara
Peruntukan secebis demi masa nan terlupa
Mengimbasi kembali suka duka masa nan silam
ditempuhi bersama setiap cabaran yang datang
Pengalaman yang pahit dan manis tak terlupakan
Dari bawah setangga ke setangga kita mendaki
kita jatuh terluka dan bangkit melangkah kembali
dengan rasa percaya pada keupayaan diri
tiada yang mustahil dihadapi
Demikian kebalnya ikatan kita
demikian eratnya jalinan rasa
Keyakinan diiringi doa
Begitu percintaan kita sebati dengan cita-cita
Merancang kehidupan hari muka
c/o :
Aku gembira menyaksikan
Kau beroleh kejayaan
dulu di kaki tangga
kini di menara
Jangan kau lupa masa silammu
dan mereka yang membantu
moga tak kau abaikan amanah dan kewajipan
We've been through so much for the past eight years. We started from zero, fresh graduate got married at the age of 22 and 23. We got Azrah when i was 23 and Wan was 24. We learnt alot. Wan did a lot, he's not an egoist husband when it's come to the kids matters. He did everything what a mother will do. From the day they were born, he was the first person to hold them, not me. He look after them when they got sick, when i had no more annual leave to apply.
We used to live at a three bedrooms apartment with only one bathroom. Our master bedroom that time was almost the same size with our fifth room today. Even today's apartment was not as big as others would have, but it's our own. We bought it. We bought it! We used to buy second hand car which brokedown every weak. But now we own brand new car one each. I don't care what our cars' brands are, the most importantly, we managed to buy them. We've travel alot since our first year of marriage, Azrah had been to every Peninsular Malaysia states. But, during Harris time, he went to Korea and HK before even finish his tour in his own country.
It's really touch me, we've been through 8 years together, 7 years with Azrah and three and half years with Harris. We have endured the pain and the penniless time. It still came to my mind the time when we have to collect our coins to eat, We've been through it.
What i will never forget, we won't sacrifies anything when it comes to food. We ate what we wanted. How fortunate Azrah and Harris, at their age, they got most of everything the kids nowadays want.
Even though, we're quite comfortable these days, if i'm going to be asked, when was my unforgetabble moment, i would choose the years when we lived at only a small apartment but i could look after Azrah on my own. I really wish i could do the same with Harris, But he's already three and is going to be four this August.
Friday, January 9, 2009
Azrah's piano concert and her first day at school
On 21st December 2008, Yamaha held a graduation concert at Jusco Equine Park, Azrah been learning piano for two months, had performed Twinkle twinkle little star solo. Even though she forgot her introduction speech, but she played quite well after that. Here some pictures.
On 5 January 2009, Azrah went for her first day to S.K Cyberjaya. She has been placed at 1 Uranus for temporary, before they sort them by their academic level. I waited for her until 10.30, when she had to take her test. She even asked me to go. The second day, i just left her by the gate, after ten minutes, i went to check whether she got to the right class or not. But she appeared to be at the hall with the other students. So, i left her. Here are some pictures on her first day at school.
Monday, January 5, 2009
My Kids
Azrah
- 7 this year
- independent
- creative
- imaginative
- in her own world
- soft spoken
- doesn't care about others
- she cried when his brother been scolded
- into every pink item
- she likes to try something new
- she know how to use pc, hp and games w/o guide - on her own initiative
Harris
- 3 years old
- active but very attached to me
- fierce but sensitive
- a follower
- doesn't care about her sister
-Yakult lover
- into Power Rangers n Mickey Mouse
- anything bought for him, won't last long
Both are differents in every way but one thing that is similar
both are my kids, i gave birth to them ... how different both of them they are still my sweethearts
- 7 this year
- independent
- creative
- imaginative
- in her own world
- soft spoken
- doesn't care about others
- she cried when his brother been scolded
- into every pink item
- she likes to try something new
- she know how to use pc, hp and games w/o guide - on her own initiative
Harris
- 3 years old
- active but very attached to me
- fierce but sensitive
- a follower
- doesn't care about her sister
-Yakult lover
- into Power Rangers n Mickey Mouse
- anything bought for him, won't last long
Both are differents in every way but one thing that is similar
both are my kids, i gave birth to them ... how different both of them they are still my sweethearts
BUSY TAPI MALAS
Permulaan 2009, i have :
1. Physical Stock Take - 2 january 2009 - done - ended up to count stock in coldroom with temp minus 18 to 20 degrees for two hours.
2. Interim Audit scheduled on 5th jan 09 - postpone to 7 due to my boss on his AL.
Opening balance - checked but not tally - damn it , i hate it when this happen.
Transactions for jan up to aug 2008 - still doing it. to be accurate .i'm still waiting them to do it
management account for period ended 31/8/08 - couldn't been printed due to above reason.
To make it worse - the IT dept did a data migration resulted system couldn't been use .. hahaha - what an excellent job
3. Year ended 31/12/2008 audit - scheduled on 1 february 2008 - is it possibble?
That's my formal duty...
the others:
Kisah Adam - going to 10th chapter - suddenly felt very tired to think... so i'm going to stop for a while
Azrah formally attend school. - first day - it was today - i waited for her until 10.30 when she asked me to go back. Then her KAFA class - her bus came at 3.30 when she waited since 2.30
Harris - his voice sound so sad when i called him just now... aaarghhh.. how i wish i can stay at home to settle azrah n harris matters.
MY WISH...
1. Physical Stock Take - 2 january 2009 - done - ended up to count stock in coldroom with temp minus 18 to 20 degrees for two hours.
2. Interim Audit scheduled on 5th jan 09 - postpone to 7 due to my boss on his AL.
Opening balance - checked but not tally - damn it , i hate it when this happen.
Transactions for jan up to aug 2008 - still doing it. to be accurate .i'm still waiting them to do it
management account for period ended 31/8/08 - couldn't been printed due to above reason.
To make it worse - the IT dept did a data migration resulted system couldn't been use .. hahaha - what an excellent job
3. Year ended 31/12/2008 audit - scheduled on 1 february 2008 - is it possibble?
That's my formal duty...
the others:
Kisah Adam - going to 10th chapter - suddenly felt very tired to think... so i'm going to stop for a while
Azrah formally attend school. - first day - it was today - i waited for her until 10.30 when she asked me to go back. Then her KAFA class - her bus came at 3.30 when she waited since 2.30
Harris - his voice sound so sad when i called him just now... aaarghhh.. how i wish i can stay at home to settle azrah n harris matters.
MY WISH...
Saturday, January 3, 2009
Macam - macam
Hari ini terasa nak menulis catatan di dalam Bahasa Melayu, mungkin sebab sekarang tengah sibuk pasal PSSMI kot. Jadi rasa ada keinginan nak memartabatkan kembali Bahasa kebangsaanku ini.
Dua hari lepas baru bercakap pasal betapa aku tak suka orang yang meminta-minta, balik dari kerja hari yang sama, Jaga kat depan rumah tu mintak duit dengan aku. Ini bukan berapa banyak dia minta, tapi mengapa dia pilih aku untuk diminta, seorang perempuan. Katanya dia belum makan, dapatlah kiranya aku belanja dia sepuluh ringgit untuk makan. Padahal, ramai lagi orang lain. Atau aku bukan orang pertama yang kena. Kisahnya, sebab sticker parking aku sudah tamat tempoh, bayaran untuk pembaharuan sudah dibayar, emnunggu mendapatkan pelekat itu sahaja. Mungkin dia mengambil kesempatan di atas itu, akhirnya aku hanya memberitahu, aku akan menyuruh suami aku untuk turun menghantar duit.
Balik, sebaik diberitahu hal itu, suami aku yang tengah syok baring terus bangun, panas hati, orang minta duit dengan isteri dia. Dia turun pergi jumpa Jaga tu. lepas tu dia call AJK bahagian sekuriti, lagi panas hati dia, Jaga itu cerita kat dia kata aku yang tawarkan duit itu sebab aku tak ada lot parking. Memang patut suami aku mengamuk pun. malam tu, kami turun jumpa Jaga kat bawah, tapi Jaga yang berkenaan dah habis kerja.
Kesimpulannya, baru je aku bercerita tentang apa yang aku tak suka, benda yang aku tak suka itulah yang terjadi kat aku dua hari berturut-turut. Maka hari ke tiga dlm tahun baru, aku buat keputusan untuk duduk di rumah.
Dua hari lepas baru bercakap pasal betapa aku tak suka orang yang meminta-minta, balik dari kerja hari yang sama, Jaga kat depan rumah tu mintak duit dengan aku. Ini bukan berapa banyak dia minta, tapi mengapa dia pilih aku untuk diminta, seorang perempuan. Katanya dia belum makan, dapatlah kiranya aku belanja dia sepuluh ringgit untuk makan. Padahal, ramai lagi orang lain. Atau aku bukan orang pertama yang kena. Kisahnya, sebab sticker parking aku sudah tamat tempoh, bayaran untuk pembaharuan sudah dibayar, emnunggu mendapatkan pelekat itu sahaja. Mungkin dia mengambil kesempatan di atas itu, akhirnya aku hanya memberitahu, aku akan menyuruh suami aku untuk turun menghantar duit.
Balik, sebaik diberitahu hal itu, suami aku yang tengah syok baring terus bangun, panas hati, orang minta duit dengan isteri dia. Dia turun pergi jumpa Jaga tu. lepas tu dia call AJK bahagian sekuriti, lagi panas hati dia, Jaga itu cerita kat dia kata aku yang tawarkan duit itu sebab aku tak ada lot parking. Memang patut suami aku mengamuk pun. malam tu, kami turun jumpa Jaga kat bawah, tapi Jaga yang berkenaan dah habis kerja.
Kesimpulannya, baru je aku bercerita tentang apa yang aku tak suka, benda yang aku tak suka itulah yang terjadi kat aku dua hari berturut-turut. Maka hari ke tiga dlm tahun baru, aku buat keputusan untuk duduk di rumah.
Thursday, January 1, 2009
Happy New Year
It's 2009. Azrah is going to school in 5 days time.
Haaaa... it's so difficult to express ... nothing really matter actually, whether it's 2008 or 2009. But really, something is bothering me at the time... why? There's always time that i hope it's over but it's still going on... I couldn't elobarate in details... since it's quite private .. family matter.. but i need to let it go.. so i have to write here..
I really don't like it when we help or give something to others, they expect more. It's doesn't mind if we offer it sincerely, but it's different when people is expecting it from us. Sometimes, it's not the money that i really count, the way people treat us who gave them money and expecting it all the time. How sad i am.
My first day of the new year is not as cheerful as i hope it to be. Hopefully, the rest of 364 days in this year will be better than today.
Happy New Year to all.
Haaaa... it's so difficult to express ... nothing really matter actually, whether it's 2008 or 2009. But really, something is bothering me at the time... why? There's always time that i hope it's over but it's still going on... I couldn't elobarate in details... since it's quite private .. family matter.. but i need to let it go.. so i have to write here..
I really don't like it when we help or give something to others, they expect more. It's doesn't mind if we offer it sincerely, but it's different when people is expecting it from us. Sometimes, it's not the money that i really count, the way people treat us who gave them money and expecting it all the time. How sad i am.
My first day of the new year is not as cheerful as i hope it to be. Hopefully, the rest of 364 days in this year will be better than today.
Happy New Year to all.
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