Happy New Year

It's 2009. Azrah is going to school in 5 days time.

Haaaa... it's so difficult to express ... nothing really matter actually, whether it's 2008 or 2009. But really, something is bothering me at the time... why? There's always time that i hope it's over but it's still going on... I couldn't elobarate in details... since it's quite private .. family matter.. but i need to let it go.. so i have to write here..

I really don't like it when we help or give something to others, they expect more. It's doesn't mind if we offer it sincerely, but it's different when people is expecting it from us. Sometimes, it's not the money that i really count, the way people treat us who gave them money and expecting it all the time. How sad i am.

My first day of the new year is not as cheerful as i hope it to be. Hopefully, the rest of 364 days in this year will be better than today.

Happy New Year to all.